Our journey 我們的歷程
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essentiauk
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Prompted by Lisalovesbig.......thanks for the shove, been meaning to do this for a long time now...
I met T 15 years and a few months ago, I joined the gymnasium he owned at the time, he was then and still is to this day a hunk of a man, he was a competative bodybuilder 6'2" shoulder length hair in a ponytail and muscles in his spit, his competition weight was 257 pounds at very very low body fat, 7 inches and thick as I was to discover to my delight but we'll come to that a little later......
I at the time was a hostess for a well known airline so only in the country for a few days a month (10 on average)...
What followed was a year of sheer frustration, I for my part made the assumption that as a bodybuilder he'd be into slim fit girls, there were certainly a large proportion of those in there training every time I visited, I thought he was unobtainable, whilst I was far from obese I did join the gym to lose weight and tone up, he also had a GF who he'd been living with some 5 years.....
I wanted him so bad it hurt and I eventually stopped going....
T unbeknown to me was smitten with me, doesn't like skinny ladies at all, fortunately me being short, dark haired and curvy I'm his ideal....
As I said he did become an obsession, a year of flirting and visiting the gym dolled up to the nines had got me nowhere and I stopped going....
He phoned me and we went for lunch, I managed to blurt out my true feelings on the drive home, this near caused him to crash the car, that day became the day we started to see each other, to this day we refer to it as car crash day rather than our anniversary......
他打電話給我 我們共進午飯 在回家路上 我難為的吐露出我真正的感覺 這使他幾呼撞車 那天起我們開始約會 直到今日 我們不稱那天為周年紀念日 反稱那天為撞車日 試著勉力好不容易
Just for those that are wondering, I didn't steal him from his long term GF (though I would not have hesitated to do so for one minute) in the time I'd stopped going to the gym they had amicably parted company(sometimes life is kind) I was 26, T 31.......
Our Pasts我們的過去T had been in one 7 year relationship and one 5 year relationship and had worked a night club door for many years so in volume and experience he was way ahead of me, he'd also been involved with several 3'somes over the years...
迪有過一個七年和個五年的戀情 也做過多年的夜酒吧門童 在量與經驗上他遠超過我 那些年中他也有過若干次三人同床的經驗
Me...I'd not been so lucky...as a 16/17 year old office junior I got suckered into a fling with a married guy, he took my virginity and as more experience came my way I realise now he wasn't a good lover, my first proper relationship was with a guy I met on holiday, we eventually moved in together and it lasted 2 to 3 years, He was huge, I never measured it but I think around 10 inches and very thick, I'd like to meet him again now lol, unfortunately he didn't know how to use it at all and sex became something to be avoided and when it couldn't be avoided was a painful experience...... I had a short relationship with another guy after this and he was very small, but a lovely man, in amongst it all I tried 3 one night stand all pretty unsuccesful....so I met T at age 26 and had never orgasmed with a man......
我 沒有這麼幸運 一個16/17歲的中級寫字員 我笨的與一位有婦之夫玩 他取走了我的處女 在有了更多經驗後 我知到他不是一個好情人 我的第一個正式的關係是和一個我在假日遇到的男人 最終我們同居了 這關係維持了兩到三年 他真大 我沒量過 但我想大概有十英寸 且非常粗 我會想在再見他(大笑) 可惜他不知道如何使用它 性成為我想避免的，當無法避免時 它變成一個慘痛的經驗......之後我和另一個男人有一個短期的關係，他非常的小，但是 一個可愛的男子，在這當中，我也嘗試了3次一夜情，都非常失敗 ....所以當我26歲會見迪時，還沒和一個男人達有過高潮......
I was in and out of the country a lot with my job and also living at home with my parents, T was still living with his ex whilst they sorted out finances, accomodation for her and all the other things that need to be done when a long term relationship comes to an end, she knew of me and had a new BF herself, however this left us with nowhere to go, as it transpire I think this was a good thing as it caused us to do lots of getting to know each other, talking, holding hands, snogging, a good old fashioned courtship......
Eventually after several months the frustration got too much and on one of my trips home I booked a Hotel....
最終 在經歷若干月過多的挫折感 我在一次出差的回程上預訂了旅館… …
哇，我終於知到被做愛是什麼樣的感覺，他親吻和舔我的全身，吸哂我的腳趾，供認他的戀足癖，用他的舌頭帶我到（多次）高潮 他是一個溫柔的情人 緩慢增進，衝進衝出的給了我很多性高潮 ....他舔我的肛門，起初我以為他搞錯了，但沒有說什麼，因為我很喜歡， 之前我從沒有此經歷，但他沒弄錯，他又回頭做了很多次， 我們的性愛持續了12小時，我
精疲力竭......我終於發現一個真正的男子，我飛到九霄雲外 那天起，我認識了我的性向，我不曾意識到我有高的性衝動，也許我以前沒有，但從那天起我有了…
Life was good and a few months passed he eventually sorted out his finances, sold the business I left the airline with a nice payout and we bought a house together and moved in.....
We still talked a lot, probably habit and our pasts were talked about a lot, T felt a little guilt that he'd had so much experience and variety and I had in effect only had good sex with him.....he introduced me to a couple he was friends with who were swingers and we talked with them, they explained what they got from it, it was a little strange to me at the time but I couldn't deny that they were without doubt a very close and very in love couple.....we talked about swinging...lots we talked about swinging....I must admit the thought of two men together with me the centre of attention was a very appealing thought but the thought of T with another woman horrified me.......
I didn't know at the time what submissive was or meant sexually but looking back T was from day one submissive to me, he would sit and rub my feet for hours every night as we watched TV, he painted my toenails for me twice a week, I liked it and knew it made him happy and satisfied his foot fetish so went along with it, he alway ensured I orgasmed several times before he came himself and often he'd make love to me for a couple of hours using his mouth and fingers and take nothing from it himself other than the pleasure of pleasuring me, I'd reach for him to take care of him but he'd say no no just enjoy yourself.......he told me he loved me 10 plus times a day (still does) touched me every time we passed, complimented me all the time.....he was and is just perfect...
到底我們回到討論交
多性伴 我告訴他 我不能忍受看他和另一個女人作愛 他笑說他對別的女人沒興趣 且會很高興去找一個男人與他一起和我做愛 他接著解釋說他希望找個大屌的男人 他的理由是雙重的 第一 這將証明大屌並非一定會痛 他的羅輯是他有七寸且知如何使用 如我們能找一個更大的 也知如何使用的男人 那只會更好 第二 他承認看一個大屌在我體內的想法令他興奮 我想這是我們如今關係的起始點
We talked a lot about it and should we involve someone we knew or go to a party or wait till the opportunity arose, eventually we joined a swingers club that had a magazine and a small website (remember those dial up days)...after the usual batch of timewasters we eventually met a guy called Rick, he was 9 inches and very very thick, he was married so could only do daytimes, he came for a day and between himself and T they took me to places I'd never been before, I'd never imagined how good it would feel to be fucked whilst having your clit licked, or to be licked to orgasm whilst passionately kissing another man....It's an experience I'll never forget a little like losing your virginity again (though first time round for me that wasn't fireworks) I ended up in tears several times that day not out of pain but out of sheer emotion and sexual gratification......
我們談了許多有關的 我們該引入我們認試的 或去參加派對 或靜等機會的到來 最終我們加入了
一個有期刊和網站交換性伴侶俱樂部 經過常見的浪費時間 我們終於遇到一個叫旅客的男人 他有九寸長 且非常粗 他以婚 因此只能白天做 一天他來 他和迪帶我到我從未到過的境界 我絕沒能想像當被幹且陰核被舔時會是什麼樣的感受 或著當熱情親吻另一個男人時被舔到高潮 這是一個我永遠不會忘記的經歷 有點類似失去妳的處女 () 結果那天我哭了若干次 不是因為痛 而是純粹的由於
感情和性慾的滿足
與喜悅
The down side if there was one was that I was worried before that it would alter T's view of me, and after too, it really was quite a concern....but if anything T was more loving after than before, it was almost like he was proud of me, I came to realise that he'd loved it as much as I did to the extent that we saw Rick 3 or 4 times a month for the next year or so.....he became part of our sex life when he wasn't there verbally, If I was riding T's cock he'd say bet you'd like to be sucking Rick now too....things like that, nothing just clicked into place but I realised that when I mentioned anything to do with Rick being bigger than T it excited him....so eventually the talk didn't become humiliation as such but it swayed to Ricks favour ie:- T: bet you'd like to be sucking Rick now....Me: No I'd like to be fucking Rick and sucking you, his cocks so much bigger it fills me better.....I guess at this point though not realising it at the time our lifestyle was starting to form.....
如果有 的 只能說在事前和事後擔心這會改變迪對我的觀感 這是一樣我非常掛念的事 但迪事後只有比事前更愛戀 幾乎像是他以我為榮 我認識到迪和我樣的喜歡以至於我們在接著的一年左右 我們每月見綠科三到四次 他成為我們性生活的一部份 如果我騎在迪的屌上 他就會說你現在一定想吸吮綠科 諸如此類 雖然事情不是一下就清楚 但我注意到 每回我提到綠科比迪大 他就很興奮 所以後來談話也就不覺得是羞辱
Eventually the relationship with Rick came to an end his work took him too far away and though we saw him a few times once he'd moved it eventually petered out....
For a year or so after Rick it was just the two of us though he still featured verbally in our sex life, I think we both missed the excitement and eventually we talked of finding someone else, we decided to try a party as there was one local to us....
This really was an eyeopener for us, the party was quite a large affair 400ish people but was split between Swingers and BDSM a large dungeon and a large swinging room with a bar/social area between the two....it was a great night and we went back many times....I discovered that I couldn't just have sex with a man because he was available and had a big cock so I didn't have sex at any of the nights though I did meet a couple of men there that I later had sex with at home once I'd got to know them and become friendly with them, but much more importantly we both discovered we liked dressing up in fetish gear and being an open minded adventurous couple it wasn't long before we started to experiment with Dom/Sub role play....
It wasn't long from there that we found that we both prefered it if I played Domme and T my slave, infact we loved it this way, we also became friendly with a couple similar to ourselves and I guess though it was subconcious the lady mentored me to some extend, taught me to use a flogger and a cane....another lady years later taught me to use a whip.....we stayed as what I would deem "PLAYERS" for several years just role plaing 3 or 4 times a month and the rest of the time being just the normal Mel and T.....I had a couple of short term lovers and we continued our 3'some play aswell.....
In amongst our DS play we started to experiment with chastity, just leather in those days, and moved on to the CB range too, it was only to start with short term ie 5/6 hours leading onto a day or two....what this did though was change the relationship when I met my next regular lover Ray...it also took us to another level with our DS play moving it on from a little role play to play sessions lasting several days....
We'd started a business and had High street shops Ray was a baker who owned the bakery opposite our shop...married again (yes I do get an extra buzz out of stealing another womans man away for a few hours) obviously there are advantages and disadvantages to having a married man as a lover, the obvious advantage being they don't tend to get clingy and needy like a single guy, the disadvantage being the time they can get away from the wife for a few hours is limited....
So it came to be that Ray was available when T and I were in one of our several day DS games and he was locked in chastity.....I saw Ray alone on a date, we went to his cabin cruiser after and made love for several hours, he went home to his wife and I went home to T...
The first thing I did when I got home was boss T about and berate him for having a tiny cock and making me take a lover to satisfy myself, I then gave him a severe caning for his short fallings, after which I sat on his face and had him give me several orgasms.....he then ran my bath, massaged me before I got in it and when in it he washed me and then dried me, I left him in his chastity for a further 3 days after this and kept up the bitchy attitude and small cock humiliation, aswell as demanding oral orgasms every day......this really was a turning point for us, lots of firsts, first time I saw a lover alone, the first time I directly humiliated him and his cock, and the longerst period of time he stayed in the device.....the most severe I'd ever beaten him...
在我們關係中一直長存的是交談 談 談 談 更談 他表達他的感受 我表達我的罪惡感和我的歡愉 我承認我認知到我是
虐待狂 製造疼痛令我興奮 我曾在心中思索 感到罪惡 感覺不正常 最終我説服我自己接受它 我喜歡它 它令我興奮 它令我比任何其它的活動更能令我陰溼陰道對迪而言 他喜歡權力交換 喜愛我控制他的屌 喜歡強權的我 他坦承他會樂於這樣的過一生 雖然他沒有性生活 但他覺得他七天二十四小時都有性 他覺得我在他腦裡 這使他感覺前所未有的 完然滿足與快樂
It didn't happen over night but today we live 24/7 as Mistress/slave...have done about 7 years now....
T is in permanent chastity, a full steel belt, I supervise him every morning, he bathes in my used bath water and I remove the belt, allow him to shave and grease himself up then it goes straight back on...I take him out once every two weeks and either milk him using a Nexus glide or more often than not restrain him and give him a ruined orgasm....twice a year I give him a full day out of the belt and he is allowed to make love to me as much as he likes (and boy does he)
I control him and maintain the 24/7 Mistress/slave dynamic with ritual....every morning he is up before me and prepares my breakfast...when I awake he makes me tea then goes off to run my bath, he pops the bottle of baby lotion in the bath ready for my morning massage.....after I've had my breakfast I allow him to worship my ass for 10 minutes then he must massage me, he checks the bath temperature is right and washes my back.....I shout when I'm done and he comes and dries me before helping me get dressed.......this is when I supervise the removal of the belt and of course the re locking....
T works from home so he does the housework every morning before going to the workshop, dusting, polishing any ironing and laundry that needs doing, aswell as washing the bath out and making the bed.....
當我下班回家 我的浴湯在放 我的茶備好 按摩油暖好 我再次的讓他恭敬的舔我的屁孔10分鐘 才接受他按摩 清洗 和 擦乾我
At all times behind closed doors he must address me as Ma'am, I call him stubblet a reference to his small cock or slave...I never say please or thank you to him, just snap my fingers and demand whatever it is I want, if we go out socially we slip into Mel'n'T mode very easily but revert back immediately we get home.....
晚間他坐在我的腳邊按摩它們 大多數的夜晚 我會要求口交 偶爾 我會用輕度的玩具和打索和他玩 當做是我高潮的前奏 但大多的時候 我只做些日常生活的小矯正 比如說 給他一個大耳光如果他令我不悅 每兩個星期 我給他一頓好打 這只是例行的維修打 讓他記得他的地位 使他兢兢業業 也滿足我的虐待癮 我想更常做此 但這狠打很嚴重 需要兩星期來恢復
He is free to tell me he loves me at any time and also to show his affection with kisses to my forehead, cheek or feet, I often still tell him I love him, every day infact, just now I do it in a different way, I'll have him drop to his knees and instruct him to kiss my feet, whilst he's doing it I'll say "Ma'am loves you slave you do know that don't you".....
Over and above all this, should the need arise to discuss something serious then he just says Ma'am may I be T for a few minutes....I always say yes, we discuss and resolve whatever it is and then revert back.....
我有另一個常來的情人 凱倫 他是目前我見到最大的男伴 有11寸長 且很粗 他是一個非常好的情人 非常體貼 我已和他交往18個月了 是的他也是個結了婚的 我有時會允許迪觀看 或是令他到隔間去聽 有時因為我自私 我要迪加入 他得戴貞操帶 做些像當我被幹時舔我陰核之類的事 或只是握著我的手
I guess to some this sort of relationship must seem at best abusive, cruel, or pure fantasy.....for us it works, T is happy, he tells me all the time he is happy, If he doesn't say it for a few days I ask him, he thanks me all the time and tells me he's living his dream.......I'm happy too, I couldn't be happier, I have the best of all worlds.....T is my husband, my best friend, my lover, my slave, my soul mate, he completes me and makes me whole........just to demonstrate to you there is balance believe me if ever T is ill our lifestyle stops and I cluck over him like a mother hen, he's my boy and I love him with all of me
Funny how things change in 15 years I've gone from an inexperienced girl who thought there was something wrong with her sexually to a sadistic,dominatrix, cuckoldress size queen.....
Well thats our journey to date in brief, feel free to ask any questions and hopefully it's been an enjoyable read and not offended anyone....
Mel x x
問與答
Quoting: LondonTony
引問: 感謝這對妳們關係發展的真誠記述 妳是如何找情人的 迪有介入嗎 他如何處理嫉妒的問題
我們由各種途徑找到情人 例如 雷(麵包師) 是互相吸引 當迪不在時 他會出現在我的店裡
調情和挑逗我 有趣的是 當我告訴他我會把所有我們
的談話轉告迪時 他好長時間才回悟 最終 迪找他談話保他安啦
我現在的情人 是我們借由多性伴網站認識的 我們發現在多性伴網上的男人多半是已婚而測試運氣 當我們發私人告示時 我們表明在任何事發生前 我們會見面若干次 見面時 雖然並不含我生活形態中的男人 但我會確定讓他知到
其它的男人我是借由工作或派對認識的 我比較喜歡有持續性的關係 因此在15年間只有7個情人
妒嫉對迪而言完全是其中的一部份 他對我這麼說 各種好的和壞的情緒巨浪般的湧過他的身軀 沒有其它的感覺是如此的 他不願沒有這樣的感覺 所以在這種觀點下 這不是問題 如果對任何我見的男人有
疑問 迪永遠是我
優先考慮的
如果我們借由多性伴網會情人 迪會貼私人告示 處理回信 基本上從300多電郵清到最後的10封 我然後選擇跟誰會面 他都會跟我一同去會面 事實是 在我
熟悉情人前 我是不會考慮單獨會見他的
顯然的 如果我是經由工作認識那男人 那關係的發展是漸進的 但從我見到引我狎想的人起 迪就會被告知
Mel x
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looking forward to next installment...especially having just commenced our journey...
http://www.cuckoldplace.com/25_47408_0.html
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300 views and only 1 reply 
That bad huh?
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Glad I could inspire someone else to write a story that had substance, not just dirty words-lol.
Your story and mine illustrate how two couples can carry out the cuckold lifestyle in completely different, but successful ways.
As someone who does not live the 24/7 lifestyle I have always had a question for those who do. Has your "love" changed for each other? With my husband and I, the cuckold thing is purely sexual and for the most part we are the typical couple. But I wonder if you live it 24/7 how you maintain (or do you) an equal partnership/love thing? Maybe it's no longer equal, or maybe the love relationship has changed. I would be curious to here more on this. It is not something that would work for me at all, but I am always intrigued by the insight of others.
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I don't know how he handles it... Think it would really get to me. He must really want to put your needs before his own.
Does disciplining him excite you and is this something that only evolved through your relationship with T or was it always there (in your make up)? I'm not being nosey, I am just fascinated. I am also of the opinion that you are for real unlike many of the people that post on this site.
Cheers
T
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Quoting: Lisalovesbig As someone who does not live the 24/7 lifestyle I have always had a question for those who do. Has your "love" changed for each other? With my husband and I, the cuckold thing is purely sexual and for the most part we are the typical couple. But I wonder if you live it 24/7 how you maintain (or do you) an equal partnership/love thing?
I'll do my best to answer that, I feel it's only changed as in it's stronger, I'll go at it 3 ways to try and explain better...
Chastity that is pretty much 24/7 365, over the years we have experimented with having him out of it for periods of time, he tells me and I believe him he's happiest in it....making your partner happy is what a relationship and love is all about...for me anyway
Femdom that part of our relationship is also pretty much 24/7 but having read the last section I wrote I've probably given the impression that I come home from work dress in leather and bark orders all night which is not the case at all (well there are many nights but far from all nights) we still talk about the day, I'm still affectionate to him with hugs and kisses the only difference is he says Ma'am at the end of every sentence and I refer to him as slave..it's also about reading moods, so I'm easy on him if he's tired or grouchy for some reason...he also reads mine and acts accordingly...
Cuckolding thats really just a part of our lifestyle rather than a lifestyle of it's own, there have been long periods of just him and me, and the amount of time I spend with lovers is dependent on each relationship, as an example my current lover I only see twice a month, thats all we can manage with his/mine and his wife's work schedules....
I feel i've not explained it very well but assure you we're very happy together
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Quoting: LondonTony Does disciplining him excite you and is this something that only evolved through your relationship with T or was it always there (in your make up)
It's something we discovered by accident, I was quite shocked by it myself initially infact it took a long time for me to stop analizing it and just accept that I'm a sadist and enjoy inflicting pain....
Does it excite me? God yes immensly!
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| # Posted: 18 Apr 2008 19:57:10 · Edited by: Brutus2
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Nice ! But...only one lover at a time ? Wouldn't it more cruel if you were available to the random (attractive) guy, and not him ?
Fanatique de l'infidelite feminine
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male37slave
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| # Posted: 18 Apr 2008 20:39:32
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I would like to thank you for sharing your livestyle with us. I had to come back and read it in segments because I got busy so I couldn't comment till now. I also believe your story is real unlike many others (not that I don't enjoy the others mind you).
I can honestly say there are aspects of your life that I envy your husband for. There are others that would be to much even for a submissive like me. I am curious about something and would like to ask a question, but before I ask feel the need to explain something. I am a very submissive person by nature. I care about pleasing my partner more than I believe many others seem to. I have a facination with being disciplined, yet never have been mostly because my previous partners get scared before I feel comfortable discussing it with them. So here's my questions... How did it start in your marraige? I know you stated you had issues dealing with the guilt but you were able to rationalize and accept it (and it works in your relationship). How does your husband feel about the discipline? Does he accept it because he knows it pleases you, or does he receive pleasure from it too?
Thanks again.
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peakmb
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 01:53:11
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Wow, just finished it all, and glad I arrived late because your notes filled in so many gaps for me. I think so many fantasies start here because men want their wives to somehow turn into supersluts of some kind and they don't know how to ask / do it themselves. It's too big a risk, particularly if they are submissive. They thus externalise the task to the superstud who magically converts the wife. Trouble is, so the stories go, the wife doesn't want to swap back. The man is stuck with the woman of his dreams, but he can't have her ...
Your story though has, like Lisalovesbig, a different angle. A start where truth initially provides the spark and where both your relationships grow, expand and change until you must hardly recognise the start sometimes. So many must start and grow apart in this process, and that is sad, given the hidden desires of so many. How wonderful then, to find in just a few days, not one but two completely uplifting stories from the cuckold world.
Thank you so much for sharing this Essentiauk, it was a real pleasure to read it.
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cookman
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 05:38:09
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Fascinating Mel...thanks for the story of your journey.
In many ways very similar to ours, although not to the same extent...although we have only been going for a very short period of time. One thing that seems to be very similar between you and my Goddess is that you both enjoy the control and pain to your partners, but not necessarily with your lovers (I presume that's how it is with you also?).
She also can't and won't have sex with a man just because he is good looking or has a big cock (although they help her along the way!), but has to have some connection, usually at an intellectual level - able to talk, and be seduced...
My sexy woman loves to dominate me and at times she says that it almost scares her the degree she likes to control me and while we aren't deeply into it, also humiliate me. We don't try to analyse it much either, and just enjoy it for what it is. We think that we are very fortunate to have each other in that we 'fit' together well in this way.
and, your following description is just so much like us, it's scary!
I didn't know at the time what submissive was or meant sexually but looking back T was from day one submissive to me, he would sit and rub my feet for hours every night as we watched TV, he painted my toenails for me twice a week, I liked it and knew it made him happy and satisfied his foot fetish so went along with it, he alway ensured I orgasmed several times before he came himself and often he'd make love to me for a couple of hours using his mouth and fingers and take nothing from it himself other than the pleasure of pleasuring me, I'd reach for him to take care of him but he'd say no no just enjoy yourself.......he told me he loved me 10 plus times a day (still does) touched me every time we passed, complimented me all the time.....he was and is just perfect...
I really do just enjoy worshipping her and doing whatever I can to ensure she has an orgasm. If I do then I see that as a bonus, but it's not something that I ask for or expect - although I do admit sometimes I sulk a bit when I don't have one for a while - she hasn't yet learned to take that much control over me, and often allows me use of her pussy at those times.
looking forward to learning more from you...
http://www.cuckoldplace.com/25_47408_0.html
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goodhusband
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 06:06:39
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Mel
That was a beautifully written narrative.
You have written many notes to me where you talked about the balance that must exist in a sub dom relationship. You did an excellent job of describing that balance in your story. Anyone who reads this must immediately recognize your love for Tony.
The story of your relationship with your husband is obviously first and foremost a romance. This is a fundamental concept that is all too often lost on this website.
I am so happy that you decided to try writing. I hope you become addicted to it. I think you have a lot to give us.
Your friend
GH
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goodhusband
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 06:31:00
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To the 880 people who have read this story without commenting. (as of 11:30 pm cdt North America)
Shame on you.
You desperately seek true stories rather than fantasies. Well boys, you have one. Give the author her due. give her a 5 rating and tell her you loved her story. Maybe she'll write more.
GH
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Al Bailey
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 06:39:52
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I love real stories I gave you a five.
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Jennifer Allen
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 06:57:54
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Essentiauk
(what does that mean?)
My husband Matt and I loved your story, but I have a question. I've tried whipping my husband and I get so hot doing it, but I also worry about hurting him. I love my husband. He wants me to do it, but I get so scared that I'm going to really hurt him. How do you deal with that?
Jenn
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essentiauk
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 07:20:45
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Quoting: Brutus2 Nice ! But...only one lover at a time ? Wouldn't it more cruel if you were available to the random (attractive) guy,
I guess it might be Brutus2 but thats not how it is....
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essentiauk
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 07:33:35
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Quoting: male37slave How did it start in your marraige? I know you stated you had issues dealing with the guilt but you were able to rationalize and accept it (and it works in your relationship). How does your husband feel about the discipline? Does he accept it because he knows it pleases you, or does he receive pleasure from it too?
It started after we first visited a BDSM club and it really was just play at that stage, more a sensual/gentle flogging with suede floggers that type of thing, it grew and we started to experiment with canes, again gentle tapping rather than lashes.....there was no set date when things changed it happened over years....
I found that when I hurt him properly it turned me on, he found that because it turned me on he wanted to accept it for me....It probably took a good couple of years of talking together and talking to myself in my mind before I was able to accept that I liked inflicting pain..
As to your question, well a bit of both really, when I discipline him I use a hippo hide Sjambok and Dragon canes, it's cold harsh 30 to 50 lashes hard, one after the other with no rest bite between, he squeels goes white, sweats and is in real pain....At the time he hates it, fears it and does it to allow me to satisfy my sadistic lust, however we've talked about it many many times over the years, and whilst he fears it as the days it's happening are marked on the calander he also relishes it, and for several days after he's kind of in a eurphoric state, I guess the best I can answer is, he likes the build up, loves the come down, hates the action if that makes sense...
Mel x
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essentiauk
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 07:38:52
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Quoting: Jennifer Allen I love my husband. He wants me to do it, but I get so scared that I'm going to really hurt him. How do you deal with that?
The only answer I can give you to that is that it takes time effort and experimentation, learning to use the impliment of your choice well....
I struggled to deal with it for a long time, and eventually got my head round it, I wish I had a magic answer for you but I don't....
Sorry....
Mel x
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essentiauk
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 07:40:36
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peakmb
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Many thanks for your kind words, I'm glad you enjoyed it
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essentiauk
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 07:44:12
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goodhusband
Hello You,
I enjoyed writing it very much, but I can tell you here and now that whilst I might one day be tempted to write about one set incident perhaps, I'll be leaving the writing to good story tellers such as yourself
Kind words GH and whilst I have your attention thank you for all your writing efforts I appreciate them and love your stories....
Mel x x
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triptix
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 19:06:48
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Thank you for sharing your story. It was a fascinating read.
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sn1_etr
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 19:16:22
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essentiauk
Wow, you two truely have the life. Thank you so much for sharing and corresponding to all.
Droopy
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essentiauk
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| # Posted: 19 Apr 2008 20:19:19
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triptix
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Thanks for your comments, I can't believe the amount of reads it's had
Mel x
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